Archive for: September, 2009

What’s In A Name?

Sep 19 2009 Published by under Before My Year

I remember a discussion I once had with my padrino… He didn’t feel comfortable with me providing a name for my muerto on this blog. He felt it could be used against me. I disagreed. I don’t know much about spirituality and stuff, but I do listen to pagan podcasts now and then… One of those things I’ve heard over and over again is that names can have power.

The theory is that if someone knew how to call a spirit who is usually keeping an eye out and protecting me, it can be distracted long enough for something bad to happen.

Maybe I’m just naive, but I’ve never viewed myself as much of a target. For most brujeria, I can probably rely on my own “I’m-rubber-and-you’re-glue” counter-spell. It’s not that I don’t take witchcraft seriously, but I refuse to give anyone the satisfaction of being credited with something that might just be from having a bad day.

Do I worry about someone learning the name of my muerto? Heck no. I used to know my muerto as Lucius. It was the name of an ancestor of mine and it means ‘light’. I kind of like that. Mainly so there won’t be confusion for others later on if I mention Lucius and am talking about my eggun, I have another name I’ve started using for him.

Pretty much any name will do, though. I learned that from a spirit who pretty much came and went within a period of a few weeks. I refered to my first muerto as Lucius and that was simply the name. The second one, though, responded to pretty much any name that started with an ‘S’. It seemed a bit unusual, but I kind of just went with the flow.

I could get a sense of the differences between this muerto and the one I knew as Lucius. It was more than just the ‘voice’ in my mind. There was simply a different feel to them. This, I think, is the key. To me, the name is pretty much useless. It’s all about knowing to recognize the spirit — the personality (so to speak), the way it feels to you, etc.

That sort of connection is an intimate one. It takes time and genuine openness. So, no, I don’t think someone can just read a few things on my blog and do much. At least not as far as my spirits are concerned.

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Necklace

Sep 19 2009 Published by under Before My Year

This is my third post now about my necklace.

The quick gist is that I originally had a necklace that I had associated with a muerto of mine. One day, I noticed the necklace was gone. I looked everywhere in my house for it — even raking the backyard a bit because I thought I might’ve set it down while I was getting some sun one day. It was nowhere to be found.

I tried finding it again online, so I could just buy a replacement, but no such luck. Found plenty that were similar, but none quite what I wanted. Quite randomly, though, I saw an ad for it on Facebook one day and I ordered my replacement necklace.

That was the way things stood for quite a while. Well, a couple days ago, I had quite the surprise. I opened my bedroom closet to get a bag of food for my cat. Sitting on a shelf directly in front of me was the original necklace. Now, not only did I search the closet when I first lost it, but I go in there all of the time for the cat food (which is on the shelf right above where I found the necklace).

To be honest, I was pretty shocked. Anyhow, I still wear my “replacement” necklace. For the original, I’ve placed it with my boveda.

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